There is a time for everything. There are set times in your life you have certain people there, and when you don’t. There are life long friends and friends you have for only a season. There are times to be serious, times to be silly, times to be happy, times to be sad and times to reflect on all of these. There is beauty not in the chaos of life but in what remains, after the heart and soul have been burned and broken. The fire that burns you and causes you to rise like a phoenix, or the pressure that gets rid of all the cold, dirty darkness and creates a shiny new diamond of a person. You’ve heard before time heals all wounds. Time also creates deeper holes in us. Waiting can make a person go mad. An inpatient heart is a fools treasure. Time is not given to us to be running around with it like a white rabbit late for tea. Time is given to us so we experience each season, hear each laugh, cry each tear, smile every smile, write every word, sigh every sigh. There is a time for everything. You may not have time for a person in your life, or an activity or hobby you enjoy. You may feel stuck working your shifts, over and over again. You may have even cursed time, begged it to come and allow you to see someone again. You’ve heard Time waits for no man. But will you? Will you wait? Will you live each day? Will you allow time to create wounds, heal them and create in you a deeper love, a stronger heart, an advanced perspective. Will you make time to reflect on all of this? Will you let yourself go mad waiting and chose to enjoy it? There is beauty to be found in the broken and burned pieces. Appreciate your time, but don’t resist all of what time can make you, all of what time can show you. Appreciate the bad and the good , because that’s what has made you who you are.
Much love from Wonderland XOXO, TM
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Touch. Touch is highly underestimated. Touch is my main love language, for those of you who are familiar with the Five Love languages, those being: acts of kindness, quality time, gifts, words of affirmation and touch. My love languages (in order) are touch, words of affirmation and quality time. I do not have the ability to underestimate the power of touch because it is the way I feel loved and express my love. Anyone close to me knows just how much I hug. I require a daily minimum of 5 hugs per person, per day and when I don't get enough hugs I feel it and in turn my feelings are effected. So basically I'm clingy, on the upmost level. Most people when they hear or see that a person's love language involves touch, jump to conclusions about what that means. No I will not die if no one hugs me for a day. I will however reflect that onto myself and my "performance", my actions or character and make assumptions as to what that person may be thinking of me. I will feel rejected, unwanted or unloved. I will assume the worst about myself. I am a vessel of love, I love intensely. That is simply how God made me. If I don't receive the minutest example of love, a hug, a pat on the back, a hand being held, or some little example of a show of affection, it will effect my heart. The smallest touch means something. No matter if your love language is touch or not, just the act of someone acknowledging your feelings by placing one's hand on someone's back as they cry, or reaching out and squeezing someone's hand in one small pulse can be the connection and comfort that has the power to heal. It is an acknowledgement of one's own existence. If you feel, you know you're real. My point is this, do not, I mean this with everything in me, do not hug me if you are doing so unintentionally. I can feel it, it is completely noticeable. Be intentional with how you interact with people, touch is powerful. The science behind it alone should be enough to convince you. Do not waste time connecting with people who have no intention or desire of connecting with you. That being said, young people, and anyone else who this applies to, do not give yourself, your body, your heart, your time to anyone who does not act with the upmost certainty, awareness and intention towards you. Do not allow pieces of yourself to be used and forgotten. You have too much value to allow someone to have you so cheaply. Quotes from one of my favorite movies One Night With The King, "Love is the most stupid, and easily bought purchase" "If it is for sale, my lord, it is not love". All of that to say touch is highly underestimated by some, however you will no longer be one of them. You recognize the importance of you. You are incredible, how your mind, your will and your emotions connect. You see and understand your value. You are a vessel of love with too much value to be wasted on the unworthy. Let this acts as a touch to you. You do exist, you are loved and valued, that is simply how God made you.
Much love and hugs XOXO TM So peeps... God told me something, and it is such a major development in my life. It scared me at first and of course doubt immediately filled my head. And yet, here I am, writing this. So here's the tea sis, God answered one of my prayers ( yay! ). Here it goes... He revealed to me what my "love life" will consist of.
How much longer will I hang my head down in the rain? How much longer will I have to wait to see your face?
How much longer do I have to bare to watch myself strain? Crying and lying and hiding the pain. Lost in a mirror maze but I can't see my face The unknown is quiet and dark. And until I find the spark , I'll remember, it was written above the clouds, etched on our hearts. Oh but I'm drowning in the drainage of our light. Hello! My name is Tatiana Minnifield! I am the owner and creator of this website! I'm so excited to introduce you into my world and imagination! You most definitely noticed the title of this blog and that is because I want to tell you something.........I want you to invest in my writings and all the time and effort I pour into my websites, yes websiteS plural:)! My other website is my blog! Yay! (insert excited squeals here) My blog houses the core of my creativity with the poems I write! I have been writing for as long as I can remember! However, My freshman year of high school, is when I really started to embrace writing and that's when I started my very first website "Dream a Little Louder"! If you want to check that website out as well (I sure hope you do;) ) just click here and it will direct you onto a new page and there you'll be cast into a sea of my imagination:)! Thank you so much for your interest in this site "Tatiana's Reliquary", and I hope you continue to like and comment! Feel free to also give me feedback on any one of my posts! Once again thank you, and have an AMAZING day!
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