So peeps... God told me something, and it is such a major development in my life. It scared me at first and of course doubt immediately filled my head. And yet, here I am, writing this. So here's the tea sis, God answered one of my prayers ( yay! ). Here it goes... He revealed to me what my "love life" will consist of. He told me almost all the W's (who, what, when, where, why). Any close friend of mine knows this is something I've always questioned and waited on. In all my 18 years of life, coming up 19, I have never had a boyfriend, gone out on a date, had a first kiss or had someone confess their feelings for me. Most people I know started dating at 13, 14 years old, even younger and lots of people have their first kiss stories at age 5, 7 and so on. So me, being the me that I am always felt a little out of place. Most times I was the "boring" friend because I had no juicy stories of interactions with a crush or getting asked to Homecoming or Prom stories ( yes, I went with my gal-pals, and I'm darn proud of it). I got NONE of that folks...nada. Plus I never really was the girl who crushed on everyone, I never really liked anyone, so more evidence to the gob-smack of crazy this adds to my life! AND I had never even danced with a guy until this year. That's a whole other story I might share later. My point is, I finally have some real answers, instead of one's I made up or guesses I threw out into the wind. I always just guessed I really wasn't likable, you know, like there are the girls you except every guy to like because of one thing or another, so I figured evidence shows I'm just not that girl. Of course every girl goes through the "Am I Pretty Enough" phase, especially through the Junior High and High School years. And the "There Are No Good Guys Here" phase and the "Prince Charming Just Hasn't Found Me Yet", I could definitely keep going, but I'm sure you get the point. I am 18 going on 19 this month and I finally have some real answers, and God is going to do incredible things in my life, I can't wait to write all about the life I'm going to have. For now, I'll just write about me and some other cool stuff, and leave you in suspense at times. If you made it to this point, know that I am impressed and grateful you care about this/me enough to want to know. Until next time... and consider that bubble popped. :)
Much love, TM
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Leigh-Anne Harrison
2/1/2019 01:03:17 pm
I can’t wait to hear more... and am standing in faith with you. This is YOUR YEAR and you are going to shine BRIGHTER than ever before (if that’s even possible!!!) xoxo
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AuthorMy name is Tatiana, but you can call me Tati :)! I love to write and I have so much to share! Stay Tuned! I post every Monday and Wednesday! Oh and please feel free to comment! Archives
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